"She's 15, he's 30. Should they be dating?" - The Straits Times 5th February 2006.
The piercing rays of a particular Sunday morning sun awoke me from yet another restless night of tossing and turning. I barely slept 3 hours and suddenly it's daylight again. That conversation replayed in my head the whole time.
“I’m seeing someone and it's someone you know”
“Ed…?”
“Yes. How’d you know?”
“I just know…”
Hunter, still a lil' pup back then, was going at it again – he kept licking my fingers like there’s no tomorrow.
Dragging my feet to the kitchen table, I wanted to feast my eyes on what the football pundits will say after the series of matches played the night before.
I flipped through the papers gazed in “amused-horror”. The National Newspaper of Singapore was reporting what I experienced.
The quotes from the women (girls) were exactly what she had told me- Do women have a guide to break up with men? Or vice versa?
"Have you ever heard of anything so absurd ever in your life... I'm sorry for wasting your time..." - Jason Mraz
She dissed me for having an article on the bulletin board on www.Friendster.com.
Labeling me childish and some other stuff. Well, I am. If I fight for what I love and I do all in my power to get her back means being childish – then, I am.
I retaliated by trying to match him- mano a mano, man to man.
In civilized fashion, I sent an email to the hospital he was working at. Yes, he’s a freakin' doctor who gives massages for a living – a Physiotherapist.
A certain Assistant Director, T, replied my email, convincing me to divulge the patient’s name that the doctor was seeing. I reluctantly obliged, divulging her name, age and date of discharge.
Couple days later, T replied. Insisting that there was nothing going on between the doctor and the patient (victim- in my opinion) and advised me to provide proof.
This "man" is breeching not one, but two scandalous acts simultaneously.
I wont consider the man, who “falls in love” with his patient(s), a doctor.
Neither do I consider him, who “falls in love” with a girl young enough to be his daughter, a morally upright human being. In fact, he's just a rich-ass pedophile.
Not man enough to admit the heinous crime he’s committing, I’ve to resort to other means. I provided T a link to her blog and asked her to replace every word of “cow” with Ed.
I received 2 emails a couple of days later, one from T and the other from her.
I read her mail 1st. “…don’t be childish, can’t you learn to move on…”
Then T’s mail, “I’m sorry, the link you provided is not available. Please check.”
I checked.
She deleted her blog.
Coincidence?
Go Figure
13 comments:
Yes Will, DO move on...
When u came to talk to me, i already told u the things that u should be doing instead of this to win her heart.
I'm sorry Jeanie darling if i have to tell him, but u did tell me all those things...and i tried to help him...
Will, this really ISNT the way of showing people u love them...u are driving her further!
During that time, i wanted to overlook stuffs and start being friends with u again...but i'm extremely APPALLED!!!
Besides, i didn't break your relationship up...you did.
And not ONCE did i mention ANYTHING coital...because it DID NOT HAPPEN!!!
I was really upset when u pointed a finger at me that claimed that i told jeanie that...i wouldn't...i didn't...why would i admit to that?
Jeanie, if u DO read this, i have nothing to prove, but i want him to know that i didn't tell u we had sex.
Just to clear the air and close this matter on my side.
I really don't like it when he blamed me for everything that went wrong...i was as much a victim as anyone else is (whoever u are).
-tanya-
40 & 20 isn't Paedophilic...
40 & 20 isn't paedophilic...
25 & 5 is!
Let me give u examples in ways u MAY be able to understand, Will.
The very way you dream about alot, i must say.
Faye Wong (37) & Nicholas Tse (26)...11 Years difference.
Celebrities for example...demi moore and handsome youngin Ashton kutcher...Demi's 44 & Little Ashton's 28.
That's a 16 year difference.
Tom Cruise & Katie Holmes are also 16 years apart...now with a kid!
Wheeeeee!!!
Go Figure.
"to-may-to" "to-mah-to"
It's still tomato.
And do u notice something, all the celebs you mentioned, none of them have an age gap of 20.
Now.
I rest my case.
you're being calculative man...
Come on!
There are so many things the both of us can come together and be calculative about...why're you so persistant in trying to save your skin that many people already see right through?
Save my skin?
Pls Tanya.
enough of your rants
I'm not saving anything.
I have nothing to save.
So please...
Buzz off.
Thank you
Dude, u truly are an ingrate!
For the times that u needed to talk to someone about your life which wasn't going the way u planned...the whole gettin famous and singing for a living shit...I listened and gave u my most honest opinions and advice.
Not only did u waste my time, i realized now, but you also turned the tables and started blaming me for all the schites that's been happening to you!
I'm the victim here...for being played by you, used by you to right the wrongs you've done unto both Jeanie and me, and then blamed for breaking the both of u up!
When i CONFRONTED you about having a girlfriend the very first time we ever started whatever we started...the touchies, the kissies, the hanging out so to speak. Those times i was UNAWARE that u were attached Will...
If i had known that you were still with that girlfriend who 'forced u to lose weight', i would've stopped whatever i was doing then, which i'm sure you'd consider as throwing myself at you, flirting with you......DUDE, i do that when i want to have a fling with a dude...jsut as any girl would!
HELLO!!!
If u were a good enough boyfriend, u wouldn't even have allowed me to do anything like that to begin with! Your girlfriend would be your pride and joy!
You'd be telling me about her, not trying to canvass sympathy in front of me so i'd flirt with u even more!
ALSO, if u thought i was dumb, lemme tell u that i went to your friendster account before u deleted it, to check out that supposed 'ex' girlfriend whom u had mentioned to me about then. And i saw that collage. That collage that made me stop replying you. U kept askin me why i never replied u again...lemme answer you now.
I am NOT a home-wrecker.
I do NOT want to come in between other people's relationships!
And i did not go to jeanie then because i felt that she seemed to be happy with u...and i think every girl deserves to feel that kind of happiness.
I don't lie about these things...so if u do deny it, look through your conscience if u have one. And stop defending yourself.
Also, don't lie about seeing me after your mom's birthday when jeanie went to your mom's birthday and gave her a gift.
It was the same day...
I had spoken to Jeanie about this and she didn't think it was the same day until i described the event to her, and told her that i was unaware that u guys were still together and that she had gone!
It was only confirmed when she told me give as detailed a description as i possibly could, describing your mom's birthday celebration.
I got lucky when u decided to tell me the truth about your mom's birthday...It was at Thomson Plaza's Swensens.
She confirmed it.
U played us both, Will...
No matter how much u deny it, there is evidence to prove you're guilty without a reasonable doubt.
U don't have to admit it, u jsut don't have to write any more below my msg...i know u thank me.
I know u hate me.
But imagine how much more i hate u for lying and cheating all the way.
And it is the very same reason why Jeanie will never forget the things that happened...they were way too similar. I couldn't have coincidentally made those events up just to get back at you.
There is no way possible.
Oh by the way...we know u brought us to the same movie during that period of time...
Meet the Fockers?
I met one...and i don want to have anything to do with him again.
-Tanya-
I'm sorry for not pushing you away when you licked my ear.
I'm sorry for holding on to the kisses you planted.
I'm sorry for admiring your artistic talents.
I'm sorry for wanting to show you that I have my own talents as well.
I'm sorry that you were kissing me even though you were attached.
I'm just sorry.
But not to you.
You were begging to be played.
I wanted to be your friend.
You wanted a fling.
I've now lost the woman of my life, the girl of my dreams, the queen of my heart.
You have nothing to do with it.
It's all my fault.
Pls get on with your life.
And I'll have to find some way to get on with mine.
This is YOUR ay of pushing the blame on others AGAIN pretending that u really blame yourself for it. Pretence! That's your life Willy Lee! Lies and Pretence! So many people whom you've tricked has come back to get u...
Let me put YOUR last msg into perspective...my perspective!
You didn't push me away when i licked your ear...even though u had a girlfriend!
You held on to the kisses I planted...even though u had a girlfriend!
You admire my artistic talents...and u had a funny way of showing it, even though u had a girlfriend!
You wanted to show me that you have your own talents as well...and invited me to your place and lied about it to YOUR girlfriend!
I was kissing you even though I was attached...but that was my problem, and this situation with YOU cheating has NOTHING to do with that!!! Besides, we were having a break then...i watned to meet more guys! But you were attached then...which means, you had a girlfriend!
You oughta be sorry!
To me, to Jeanie, to Rachel and the others u have played with WHILE you were with Jeanie...
I wasn't begging to be played...I wanted a game we could both play together, because i had genuinely thought u were single then! Out of a bad relationship with supposedly the world's WORST girlfriend who forced you to lose weight!
I wanted to flirt...you reciprocated!
Yes i DID want a fling!
You've now lost the woman of your life, the girl of your dreams, the queen of your heart...but i bet u didnt' think you would when u did those things with me and those other random girls she caught u with huh! U don't know us Will...u thought u could play us all at one time...Meet the Fockers truly takes the cake. You brought the BOTH of us to the goddamned SAME MOVIE!!!
I have nothing to do with it?
I wouldn't say that, which was why, when i found out about Jeanie through her friendster (oh the power of friendster) where she put her COLLAGE of you and her and wrote down some date in november, I totally stopped contacting you! And when u asked me why, i simply didnt' reply at all!
It's your own fault...we all know that, u don't have to state again and again and again to gather sympathetic followers who only listen to ONE SIDE of the story!
Pls get on with your life.
And just because of all the things you've rudely accused me for, this is the last msg i'm going to leave u, rubbing the salt into your wounds...
BAD things happen to bad people...I'm not saying you're bad...I'm just saying you have to learn to be good!
I'm not perfect myself...far from.
But i at least have a clue of what i'm doing...I am aware when i'm speaking the truth, and when i'm lying.
Those who know you, will know that you don't! Which is why, according to Jeanie and for all eyes to see on your very own friednster account, you only have WOMEN as friends...or should i say, acquaintences. Men are few!
Testimonials u have none...but if u did have some, they'd prolly read:
This is Will...8 incher, with not much of a clue how to work the tool!
Perpetually unattached!
I've been having his ass over for nothing at all but braggin rights because i'm either a HAWT model, or something he may perceive to have a higher physical attraction level than the rest of the world, so he claims!
But i guess it'll have to do!
His back hair, and sour stench leaves me breathless, but its ok because he probably thought he was good in bed or something. I let him wonder! Because, good or no good at what he does, 8 inches is 8 inches...He can't rock my boat, but i certainly know how to rock mine!
Or so i heard!
So hey!
Good luck with your life darling!
*flutters eyelids coyly*
I'm really having a ball with mine!
Hmmm...
-Jessica
I'm sorry.
maybe too much dye got into your hair and clogged up your artery.
You coming to my place was before jeanie. My mum's birthday- we were only downstairs.
Rach-i knew her in march. This Year
The rest? What rest?
Pls CAITANYA,
stop your blog-long comments.
I'm not denying the fact that we kissed.
and i'm stating for a fact that you and i did not have sex.
and even if both jeanie and yourself ( thou i dont know what gives you the goddamned right to judge) declared that i'm crap in bed, so be it.
Other gals, what other gals?
Meet-the fockers, I dont remember watchin any movie with you.
You're just fueling the fire.
What good will come out of this?
What ever you wanna say... just go ahead.. i've had enough of your never-ending crap.
Jeanie and i broke up, not because of you. and now you're adding these insignificant stories and jumble them up not in accordance with it's actual chronological order.
so pls.
go screw your hot boyfriend.
he's a nice guy, so dont screw other guys while you're at it.
Woah there. I was never with Will when he and Jeanie were together. Like he said, we only got to know each other in March. This year.
Rach...we didn't say that u were when jeanie and him were together la...haha!
*Kisskiss*
-Tanya-
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